wilt beauty.
0This past weekend has drained me of all of my energy and i feel like i was left with an empty shell that would undoubtedly take the entire week to recover from..
Has been hanging out with some friends to fill that void i feel deep inside of me,
But when I get alone without my friends, these thoughts comes back to me like an bitchslap straight to my face.
Im trying so hard not to contact HIM,but I allways does.
Im trying to be occupied with my new hobbie and my planing for the upcomming game event.
But its allways the same.. my feelings for him comes back when im alone and i relaxes to a movie or a book.
I just wish that he would give me a call or a message when im not expecting it, or asks him for it.
I really misses him so much!
When the time i was with my friends i had a great time, with soo much laughter and joy!
We have sung karaoke,watched animes & played other games.
In the night we looked at the fireworks that lightened up the sky, and i felt a part of the group when we stood gathered and watched the beautiful scene up in the sky~
I cant wait for the summer to come!
Im going to get a visit from my english friend the week im having my birthday~
So im not going to be alone on it this year, as i usally am..
But not this year!
And we are gonna have soo much fun!
Going to watch alot of anime & enjoy the company~
Have a great weekend~
Chuu / emie