Flux
0Summer is comming faster & faster. I have wished for it so much, to finally be outside & enjoy the nice weather & such~
Yesterday I was out with my friends Gideon & Fylgia, we went to a bbq place & had really fun, After our barbequeing we went to a place under a bridge, I was a little frightened from the height, but I joined them after a while, and it was sooo worth it! It was so beautiful & nice.
That was a really good moment to share with my friends.
Later on that night Fylgia and me watched 2 horror movies ( dark skies & Mama), and They were amazingly scary! I screamed and became really scared <3
It ended up with me hugging my kakashi pillow and sit close to Fylgia.
Gideon joined us later on again, he had a bandy match so he had to go earlier, But he came back home when we was fast asleep,I woke up feeling someone holding me thight.
That feeling is the best ever!! Didnt want to go up, Just wanted to stay there and cuddle all day~
I Havent spoken to my boyfriend in ages... It feels like he uses his work as an excuse so he cant talk to me...
it pains me,and worries me, Im trying not to think or miss him.. But everytime when I let my guard down he comes into my mind.. i miss him soo... :(
We havent seen eachother for 3 months.. Shall I give up on him?
Or continue to waste my time on him?