Emie Persson~

Today I slept to 2 P.M, it was rally nice to sleep that long, i think i needed it. 

Have been having these annyoing and bad thoughts on my mind recently. 

Like What can I accomplish with my life, what can I do to avoid social services. I know it's impossible to get a job in today's society, how far should I go to get a self-sufficient life. What do I need to sacrifice to get it?

I want to start studying, I want to move to another city, I want to start overcompletely from scratch. Me,my cat & my man, just take them under your arms and run away with them. far from here ... China perhaps? Or up to the mother in the north? Or go with small bets and move anywhere near where dad lives.

Want to start over completely,Cant be bothered with all the memories I have in this town, yes of course, there are still positive memories, but most negative, and I cant stand to live in it.
I hold on and try to change my habits besides, I have quit smoking since 4 days ago.
It's not much, but it's the longest I have kept away from ciggarettes,
I also try to exercise twice a week, want to bring up my fitness and be as agile and nimble again as I was when I practice martial arts. I miss it pretty much!

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Sitting and talking with Emil on skype and he sent one of those funny video that I just have to share with you: 3

He is so fucking adorable~ makes me laughs so much my cheek hurts ;) we re gonna try to see eachother next weekend, i cant wait to be in his arms again.