Emie Persson~

The first thing i want to say to all of you:

Things were just dark for me, or its still dark, but im starting to slightly seeing the light in the tunnel.

I have gotten alot of phonecalls and worried messages.

All I have to do know is to fight to reach the TOP! 

And this time I wont fall down!

I want to thank you all who wrote to me, and believed in me <3

Specially my son Sean, He has been standing by my side the whole time,He has been cheering on me and tried everything to make me happy.

At first it didnt work, because I was afraid of letting go of the darkness within me, im still scared, But im slowly starting to release myself of  the claws of darkness.

But now im smiling like I used to do~

And I have a really good news to tell you all ^.^

Its about a trip i allways wanted to do, and now my dream comes true <3

Im going to England to live with Sean for an vacation, He is an angel :D

 

And I want to thanks another one, Spike!

He gave me a wake up call, that made me realize what I was doing!

 

I feel so much lighter also, the pain and sorrow in my chest have decreased alot,

I got a phonecall today from my boyfriend, and he said the thing I have wished for so long to hear~

When he said it the remaning heavy weight in my chest melted away!
And i started to giggle and blush~ silly huh?!

I dont like doing this girly girly things,
or behave like a girly girl, but when i hear his voice speaking to me in that calm and sweet way,
he makes my barrier falls down, and i cant help it, im becomming soft.The tomboy inside of me dissapears and im becoming this extremely girly behavior. O.o

I want to be remebered as the though girl thats does what ever she likes,the girl who rather play WoW instead of   going to shopping new clothes, And the girl who protects her friends at all cost.Thats what I want people to see me, I want to be dependable,and faithful,strong,caring,fearsome to my enemies, and sweet to the ones i care about.

Before i leave i just want to say thanks again everyone! <3

I havent forgot to fight! once a martial artist, allways a martial artist! ~ 

Chuu~